I’m just going to get straight to the point. Does anybody know
whats most effective, partial suspension hanging or cutting major arteries on the arm? I dont want to be in a great deal of pain but i will be getting drunk and taking lots of benzos to make things easier. I’ve had over 11 years of pure torture and its time to end it.
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Axillary. That’s all you’re going to get from me in that regard.
Thanks mysterious stranger. I know exactly what youre talking about.
I read your story through your posts, much as it pains me, I willfully accept your decision and hope you find solace in your final moments on this dreaded planet. I wish I could’ve done more, but this will have to do.
My sincerest regards to you, ma’am.
Blue Butterfly Stop!!
You got straight to the point with your post so I’m going to get straight to the point with my comment. Your life has worth! You mean something!
listen, I’m not ignorant of the crap people go through. i understand that people go through horrible things and that you might of had something horrible and beyond description happen to you. it’s terrible! there is no good reason for it and it’s not fair!
but your life has worth and it has meaning. that simple fact is the one thing that satan doesn’t want you to know! think about the things in this world that have value: gold, silver, diamonds, etc. if you want to go out and buy a diamond necklace, you have to pay for the diamond because it’s worth something.
none of those thing; gold, silver, diamonds, etc. even come close to the cost of Jesus’ blood. it is the rarest thing in all of the universe because it is the purest thing in all of the universe. and that blood was shed for YOU! you know what that means? it means that your life is worth as much as the very blood of Jesus Christ!
don’t ever think that you’re worthless and don’t ever let someone tell you that you’re worthless! that is a lie from the pit of hell
now bad things happen in life. i don’t know why. but they happen. so how do you deal or cope? let me give you some encouragement “Beloved, do not be suprised at the fiery trials when it comes upon you to test you, as though something strange were happening to you. but rejoice insofar as you share Christ’s sufferings, that you may also rejoice and be glad when His glory is revealed.” 1 Peter 4:12-13
Whosoever…Thank you for your reply and trying to help me. The problem is im agnostic so your words dont mean much to me. I refuse to believe in a God that lets people suffer so greatly! Its also a bit strange how you just assume im Religious. I dont appreciate people forcing their beliefs on me.
11 years of torture. Hmmm I got my depression for 11 years too. I’m still living with it but some day my braking point will come and I will end everything.
Blue Butterfly..Your welcome for trying to help. And don’t worry I’m not trying to force my beliefs on you and I wasn’t assuming you’re religious. The truth of the matter is that a random person cares about you and they care enough to be honest with you when no one else will.
And hey, I’m right there with ya. people suffer horrible things and it flat out sucks. why does why does God allow horrible things happen to other people? God allow horrible things to happen to me? to you? but you know its funny because the fact that there is evil in the world actually proves that God loves you. hear me out: For God to put an end to evil and suffering, God would have to stop every act that causes any suffering. To do that, He would have to stop those who cause the suffering.
This would include: anyone who has ever stolen anything, anyone who has ever acted selfishly or hurt anybody’s feelings, anyone who has lied, alcoholics, drug abusers, tax cheats, bad drivers who cause accidents, bad cooks that cause food poisoning
And we could go on and on. The list would not only include those who were caught causing the suffering but all those who never got caught. And not only would the list include those who broke our government’s laws but all those who deviated from God’s standard of righteousness. i don’t know about you, but I’ve broken all ten commandments as well as most of the laws our government has set. I’ve hurt peoples feelings, I’ve fought people, I’ve said horrible things. that would mean that God would have to put a stop to me. and he’d have to put a stop to you because haven’t you said something mean to someone? broke a law? that would mean you are a contributor to the suffering of the world. that means that God is loving because he allows you and me to keep living! he loves everyone no matter how bad or horrible you are. and the proof of that love is his patients by not destroying evil right this minute. but he promises that he will one day!
And this might not be the time or place but the definition of agnostic is “its not possible to know anything about God.” To say that we cannot know anything about God is to say something about God. it is to say that if there is a God, he is unknowable. But in that case, he is not entirely unknowable, cuz the agnostic certainly thinks that we can know at least one thing about him and that nothing else can be known about him.
anyways, i care. you have worth and you have meaning! you are loved by God whether you believe it or not! and you are certainly loved by a random person who knows nothing about you. meaning that if u were to end ur life you would cause suffering to me