So I started my first day at work experience today. And I can already tick off things I have already done to humiliate myself. Â And yes, I timed each thing and wrote it down in a journal.
9:12am: I started to think they were watching me with all these hidden cameras and shit (I think this all the time, I even think there are hidden cameras in my house so people can spy on me).
9:35am: I had a panic attack because someone asked me where hamster food was.
9:52am: I had another panic attack because someone asked about collar sizes for their dog.
10:34am: I was in an extremely happy mood for no reason at all.
11:56am: I was worried even more and started looking for hidden cameras whilst trying to work too.
12:13am I had panic attack whilst cleaning out the fish tanks because I am shit scared of fish.
12:56am I had a complete break down in the back because my mood suddenly changed, as usual, and so I was feeling upset.
1:11pm: Â I was in a hyper mood.
2:43pm: I was laughing at something Jeremy had said (but nobody else can see him). So it looked like I was laughing at thin air.
4:17pm: I became even more on edge and looked for hidden cameras behind the tills.
4:48pm: I almost cried again, but I have absolutely no idea why.
I almost forgot to mention, I also had the voices in my head and saw the figures the entire day. Fun.
Perfect first day to work experience, and I have this for two weeks. Great.
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That doesn’t sound like such a bad day. Management rarely reviews the surveillance camera footage unless there’s a robbery or something. I wouldn’t worry about it.
Can I hear your story about Jeremy? I have always read your post because I was interested in knowing about your “voices”
You seem pretty interesting. Do you have kik?
66.44.
I’m sorry, but I don’t have it. I can post on here about him if you’d like? Though, I’m not sure what you’d actually like to know about him?