I’ve wanted to kill myself since freshmen year of high school. I’m 17 now. I still want to kill myself. I’ve had one half-ass attempt. I hate my life sometimes. It’s a good life though. That is fucked up. I’m smart. Motivation is hard. I have suicidal thoughts. They vary in intensity. Life is hard. Too hard sometimes. Fuck life. I’ve been in-between suicide and life for too long. I don’t know.
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…and neither do I, friend.
I’d rather life be hard than complicated, it’s confusing enough as it is. Instead of being in between life and suicide, why not take a step to the side and just observe which path you want to take before fully committing to it. And remember you can always move back if you feel it ain’t the path for you. Nothing is ever set in stone. Except headstones, but you get the idea.
You’re smart, and you’ll find the motivation to fight through this. Best of luck out there, and take care.
You can email me if you need someone to talk to. I’m 17 too
devinbelver@yahoo.com