sitting here

You know what that say about wants/needs or non-essential/essential. In that case; you WANT to cut, but do you really NEED to? You know I understand that it’s an outlet of sorts, it’s effectiveness at providing relief is questionable, but sometimes we all need to release. Hmm…if you’ve never wanted to, perhaps it’s because you’ve always felt the need to see red, mm? You said “had” too, but I question that somewhat. Perhaps you just felt that there was no foreseeable way around this pain you’d experienced, hence you fell back on a surefire tactic to “soothe” your way through.

Take the path less trodden, you’ll find your own way.