So I am going to start this out from the other day Friday i think, so my mom and i were in lowes getting stuff that she wanted i guess. So were walking and she points to in front of her and goes “i bet you are in heaven”.. I am pretty sure you know what is in lowes.. So i look what shes pointing at and its blades and box cutters.. I laughed to make it not look like i didn’t have tears coming out of my eyes.. That was so messed up. Then this morning she looks at me when im cleaning my belly button ring and she goes have you been eating and i say yeah why and she looks at my stomach and has a confused face and she goes you look like you’ve lost weight are you sure you’re eating cause you look like a rail….WHY WOULD MY MOM BE A ***** TO ME.. it hurts it really does.. she doesn’t understand..
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@asecretuntoldbyme
Your mum doesn’t understand, or rather, she does understand but would rather be seeing it as something else or not see it at all. A sort of primal coping mechanism, I suppose. So you can talk to her and try make her understand, or leave her to her ignorant bliss.
Other than that, I hope your cutting isn’t ruling your life as it is for one of my friends, and I know it’s not my place to say anything of the sort, but do ensure you have some form of sustenance, okay? I’ve probably got this all wrong, but I’m trying to help the best I can.
My thoughts are with you.
people just don’t understand what it means to hurt.