Days like today I look at my life and all the things that lead me to this point and I want to cry. Why me, why couldn’t I just be left to be happy with the one thing I wanted the most in this world? Happiness to me is like a high feeling like living in a fantasy, why couldn’t I just be left alone to live out that fantasy? But no reality had to step in and make itself known, and after that it was all ruined.Everything is changing and it is a permanent change, an inevitable change. I want to cry I want to be angry, I want so bad to just be done with all of this. Please point me in the direction of peace, let it consume me.
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Eye bereive en yew! Yew can dew it!
Hmm…you sound a lot like a girl mate of mine. Eerily similar, I suppose… Change is inevitable, that’s a given. Adaptability will be your best friend in this regard, for one does not simply dance with change and not expect to bend to it’s will. Be kinetic, in your environment, and around your environment. Always be willing to adhere to new developments and give yourself the tools to work with any situation.
I believe in you, Alina. You’ve come a long way since I first bumped into you with your .40 S&W. My thoughts are with you on the journey you have ahead.
Here’s your direction to peace–> drum roll –> –> two truths –> everything changes, I mean everything. There is no solid ground to stand on –> there is no reality, it’s all an illusion of your own mind.——> let these two truths sink in and consume you.