My life hasn’t been perfect to me. I get into fights with people a lot. My family likes to pick on me a lot. Â My sister calls me names all the time. She calls me a *****, a ****, a lesbian, and a dyke. She punches me a lot. Shes made my mouth bleed. I don’t know how she can be so cruel to me. She never acts this way in front of my dad but once my dad leaves the house shes a devil to me. She starts yellin and screamin at me, callin me names. Shes 21 and has a kid. She shouldn’t be doing this to me, especially in front of her kid. I tried tellin my dad but he doesnt do shit about it. My life has gone to shit. The only way I know how to calm myself down is by cutting. I never thought i would start cutting until the day everyone started bullying me. I didnt wanna start. It has become a daily routine for me now.
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I don’t understand this cutting thing. I don’t see what the big attraction is to do it, but it seems there’s a lot who do.
Families can suck. they’re so close to you, so close to the situation and they know all your buttons, all the right buttons to push. I wish I had some great words of wisdom for you. I wish I could say something that would make this all go away. I’m sorry this is happening in your life.
Where is mom?
I don’t live with my mom
Is the ability to talk with her still an option?
me and her don’t really see eye to eye. its hard telling her things that are going on at my house. If i tell her anything she wants to know EVERYTHING that happened. Every small detail. it gets annoying after a while.
There must be more to this. This just isn’t adding up to me yet. Do you think your mom could provide protection from abuse and possibly self-harm?
yeah i guess. but i always told my dad that i would move in with her and he would just get more mad at me telling me that living with her wouldn’t be any better. i honestly don’t know where to live right now.
If I was being abused at place 1 and there was no known abuse or threat of abuse at place 2 (just maybe some over protections) I think place 2 is a good bet for now. You do not deserve to be getting hit by your older sister
Yeah. I will try living with my mom and see if things get better. thank you
You didn’t come here that little piece of already known information. Tell me about your cutting. Can you put words to the experience?
That’s her loss. She might regret in the future.
Your family sound like very emotional people. If you react then the problem is likely to escalate but if you keep a low profile it will make life easier.