I suffer from depression… I am allways lonely… I have no reason to feel the way I do but I can’t help it…. I have one friend that I can call a true friend, the rest of the people in my life don’t know me but they call me their friend… They don’t know how I constantly feel… When I wake up I think about ways I would like to die…
When I’m working sometimes I think about ways I could die at work in a “freak accident” I’m hooked on drugs and have become an alcoholic I’m just barely making it by in life just struggling to get through each day
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Sometimes I think it’s fuze I recently broke up with my gf but at the same time I see people who have gone through much worse than me and I don’t know how they manage to keep their shit together I feel like I’m the only one who can’t handle being alone all the time
I get raged out a lot and the at a flip of a switch I’m back to normal … Relaxed…
I hate my life is a very very common thing for me to say
I need somone I can reach out to i can’t be the only one
Hi huddy,
The thing about depression is that it is not necessarily defined by the severity of one life’s problems. It is why some people face the most horrid of circumstances and manage to somehow to live through them without wanting to kill themselves, and for others, a breakup is a tipping point.
It’s just got nothing to do with how bad life really is, you know? Unfortunately lots of people don’t understand that – somehow because they don’t see a gaping wound gushing blood they think the injury isn’t real.
You should seek help. You would seek help if you had that gushing wound, right? It’s not any different. Also, committing to a healthy lifestyle is a prerequisite to getting better. Please think about that.
If u need someone to talk to, u can email me
jessicaloeber1234@gmail.com
Im diagnosed with major depressive disorder and anxiety disorder.
I understand what ur going thro
Stay strong, u can do it