To tell you all that everything is gonna be alright.
Ive been so far down. Came to this site once. Got a little back up again after talking to likeminded people. Fell right back down. Ive cut, I loaded my ex-boyfriends gun and held it to my head. Ive cried for days. Stopped eating for days. I have scars up my arm.
But today I’m free. And you will be to if you just hold on. I know that each and everyone of you in here are here because you have something holding you in this life. It is some reason you have deep inside that is telling you to live. Screaming, but you barely hear it, or you dont at all. Because the depression sadly speaks louder than your heart does.
Stop for one moment. Find something positive in your life. Anything. Did someone smile at you today? Or did you see a cute animal? Did you hear a funny joke, listen to a nice song?Â Maybe these words made you just a little bit happy?Sometimes you have to look for the small things, because thats where you need to start – small. Believe me, I know.Â
But dont give up, please dont. You might be the person discovering a cure for cancer, or aids, or something really big, and the world cant afford to loose you, do you hear me?
Never give up <3