no -_- …ugh, i find it funny. after my first 3 attempts of carbon monoxide poisoning and getting the cops called on me, going to psych hospital and finally coming home that i already knew what my 2nd method was going to be. now that’s instinct.
Now that’s a hard one to trick your S.I into processing, but it is the only way you’ll get past it. Sure, it’s different than being in the line of duty (police officer) or an emergency worker who selflessly gives their life, but it’s the same deal. If you can find a meaning behind it all and convince your inner being of this fact, I’m sure you can bypass the survival part.
Alternatively – use this knowledge to dedicate yourself to something more. But that’s your diff, not anyone else’s to make.
Either by way of circumstance or the fact that their is no foreseeable alternative. I am taking this from an entirely different context to suicide, but I’m sure this can be repurposed…and just from typing this, I can tell this will be difficult for you. Me personally, I don’t give a fuck if I die. There’s a three point structure which dictated my wellbeing;
1 – Mission
2 – Men
3 – Me
Seeing as I’m last on that last, I can disregard my own welfare as the viability of the other two points significantly outweighs my own. Using this in a civilian context is almost laughable, but if you want to…there’s the formula.
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You do a partial suspension?
yeah, that might have been why but i can’t do a full suspension
That survival instinct is no joke huh!!!
no -_- …ugh, i find it funny. after my first 3 attempts of carbon monoxide poisoning and getting the cops called on me, going to psych hospital and finally coming home that i already knew what my 2nd method was going to be. now that’s instinct.
That survival instinct can be hard to overcome… impossible for some.
any tips to overcome it? hahaha
You have to trick it!
Either mentally with chemicals or physically…. or both!
how mentally?
Alcohol or mind altering drugs
Selflessness.
Now that’s a hard one to trick your S.I into processing, but it is the only way you’ll get past it. Sure, it’s different than being in the line of duty (police officer) or an emergency worker who selflessly gives their life, but it’s the same deal. If you can find a meaning behind it all and convince your inner being of this fact, I’m sure you can bypass the survival part.
Alternatively – use this knowledge to dedicate yourself to something more. But that’s your diff, not anyone else’s to make.
Eyes on.
so just be selfish? like focus on the reasons you ‘need’ to die?
Not ‘need’ to die; ‘have’ to die.
Either by way of circumstance or the fact that their is no foreseeable alternative. I am taking this from an entirely different context to suicide, but I’m sure this can be repurposed…and just from typing this, I can tell this will be difficult for you. Me personally, I don’t give a fuck if I die. There’s a three point structure which dictated my wellbeing;
1 – Mission
2 – Men
3 – Me
Seeing as I’m last on that last, I can disregard my own welfare as the viability of the other two points significantly outweighs my own. Using this in a civilian context is almost laughable, but if you want to…there’s the formula.
Careful Shep, you’re going to recruit another soul to the army talking like that!
Might do them some good. I appreciate death even more now. Only reason I’ve been here this long.
thank you for giving me the advice and opinion
“Prepare for unforeseen consequences.”
well, of course, if death does occur…then that becomes infinitely unknown and the unknown is a CONSEQUENCE itself