Me.

im sorry
but im done waiting
im done with this
im so done
with people hurting me
and doing that over
and over and over
again and again
a never ending cycle
i thought maybe
one more week
one more month
one more year
one more chance
i was wrong
i cant do this anymore
i thought i could get better
but i cant
i dont know how to be happy
i dont know how to do that
i dont know anymore
i was looking through a box
of old stuff earlier today
and i started crying
because there was a card
that my six year old self
had created and it was me smiling
being all happy and carefree
but look at me now
what if i cant do it anymore
what if i want to give up now
it seems like im so alone
people say they need me
they really dont
they have all gone 2-5 days
without me
no one needs me
so why should i keep living
i cant do it anymore
im sorry
i dont know
how to be
me anymore.