She’s the reason I’m alive…

She’s the reason I’m alive… My girlfriend. But it feels like the whole world is trying to keep us apart. When I see her smile, I smile. When I kiss her, the whole world disappears. When I’m with her, I’m at peace. But, no matter what my parents think, my friends think, my family thinks. She’s the reason I’m alive. Another girl broke up with me (before this girl) and I really cared about her. We only lasted a month, but I still cared greatly. When we split, I wanted to die. All those suicidal thoughts I had forgotten about for 3 years, came rushing back into my brain. But, then my current girlfriend came. I realized that, the previous breakup didn’t mean anything. But, I’m afraid I’m just falling in love too fast all over again. And, now my parents and the kids at school are trying to keep us a little more separated. They think it’s for the best, but they’re completely wrong. When you’re alive for one reason, you’re gonna hold onto that reason for whatever it’s worth. No matter how defensive you get, no matter how many people attack you, you hold on. It’s not her I’m afraid of losing… It’s me…