I don’t know what to do. I love my boyfriend so much, and I’ve told him so many times that I never want to hurt him, but that I know I will, and he just stays. I keep giving him chances to get out of the relationship, but he keeps saying that he’s staying. I’m still planning on killing myself, I haven’t picked a new date yet though. I don’t know what to do to make it hurt him less though. I feel bad because I know it’s going to be really hard on him, but I just can’t stay here much longer. I’ve waited and waited, but nothing is getting better. I’m so tired….
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If you go, won’t he go as well? If he moves you as much as I think he does, he may just end his life short just for you. There are guys who’d do that.
I so badly hope that he doesn’t. I love him more than anything, but I just can’t do this much longer.
You’re lucky u have someone who loves you. That’s all i wanted to have. I’d give up all the nice and pretty things i have to be with someone who really treasures me.
But if you’ve made your decision to continue..at least comfort him with the thought that it was him that made you stay a little bit longer.
As they said, you’re lucky. I can’t even relate to the feeling of having someone. I cant remember ever having anyone helping me. I remember having people not wanting to help. I think love is the meaning of life. Don’t leave when you have the most beautiful thing in life, someone who loves you.
I don’t know why you want to leave, but get your self together. There is something to do, there is allways another way, another chance. Be strong for yourself, be strong for him, be strong for both of you.
I generally agree with freak. Sounds like you have a special thing goin, I would recommend not pushing him away. In fact you may want to try the opposite. I feel like that kind of connection, if you truly opened yourself up to it, could ease you off the ledge. Sounds like you haven’t told him about your thoughts of suicide, I’m thinking you hold this little truth close to your chest and try to work on something really good in your life