given up

I am a 27 year old failure in life I have no reason to be on this earth I have never felt so alone then I do today I have been thinking about taking my life for some time now and the feeling has been increasing for the past several months with today being the strongest feeling of wanting to just end it all I feel as if I have no purpose and the people around me see me as being ungrateful and useless I have to fully agree with the later of the two I have a son who doesn’t view me as his mother I have parents who think I am apiece f shit I feel that if I would just go ahead and die life would be so much better without me and I feel removing myself from this world will allow my son to have a better life vs. me being nothing but a disappointment I have thought long and hard about this and today has just been my peak with life I have not made on ripple of difference in anyone’s life so why be here still I’m on here just to get my feedings out not for anyone to stop me the decision had already been made and I don’t see it as a way to go back so I wish everyone peace on their journeys and hopefully I won’t wind up on in hell