I’m on my six advil.I’m going slow so I don’t throw It back up.I feel kinda high,I hope It stays like that & hopefully I feel no pain.I’m sorry to everyone.Sorry I wasen’t good enough,I’m sorry for all the pain I have caused anyone.I’m sorry for everything.I’m crying right now cause I had dreams.I’ve always wanted a kid.Always always wanted a baby girl;(I wanted to name her Savannah Miranda Espinoza.Damn I feel the advils.I need to hurry up and get out the house If I do pass cause I don’t want my sister to see my body.Fuck Is this really It or am I just high off of It??I’m scared,I’m crying,this Is It,no turning back.Seven advils popped already.Am I gonna drop dead or what???????????Am I gonna get sleepy & fall asleep???Bye SP people.To the people that got on my ass about the g to q,fuck you.I still have that scar on me lucy4 cause you wouldn’t leave me alone with g’s.To the rest of you,thank you for being there for me & listening to what I have to say.Finally If you ever read this,I’m sorry Alicia.I just can’t go without you.You made the last few months of my life amazing & thank you for that.Wherever I go I’ll carry the memories I had with you with me.Damn I’m dozing off.
If this Is It then I hope everyone on here gets better.I couldn’t,life for me was never appieling.Hopefully goodbye forever.I don’t want an afterlife,I just wanna die and that’s It.
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7 advils?? Oh no, not 7 advils??? RIP 🙁 🙁
RIP lifeishorrible, for you this horrible journey has finally come to an end and I wish you the best. I hope you find peace at last. Its always sad to see another long time SP user lose their battle with life. We all understand it though its such a struggle for all of us to keep going, and hopefully whatever comes after is better. 🙁
Whats up with all the assholes on the forum? I understand at some point all these people who just want attention and to be heard, can become over whelming and to a point obnoxious or annoying. With that being said, you signed up on SP. No one is forcing you to be here and read posts made by individuals in a lot of emotional pain. At the very least if you don’t have anything nice to say, don’t say anything at all! The fact that you are here means you’ve probably either lost someone to suicide or you yourself have thought about or attempted it before. So show some compassion and empathy at the very least. And if that means not being a ***** and not saying anything to mock or belittle what they’re going through, than do just that. Because despite a lot of people just seeking attention and crying out for help, you don’t know if that threat is real. If berating others and making less of what they’re going through, makes you forget about your own sorry life and problems, mission accomplished. I just wouldn’t want to be you at night, because I wouldn’t be able to sleep and live with myself. Especially if I thought for one brief second I could potentially with my words, cause another person to finally end their life. And if you’re on this forum to cause others grief, than you’re the asshole I’m talking about. And I just feel sorry for you. -AfSm
Sorry but advil is a pain relief drug, isn’t it? Anti inflammatory.
How can you kill yourself with that?
Hey just wanted to know how your doin.
If u need someone to talk to talk to me or anyone please life is so precious that one conversation could change it all…