I have a headache

It seems as I get older, life just gets worse. Reality becomes more…well, real. I don’t know if I sound crazy or if anyone else out there wants/thinks the same as me but tbh I really just want to live in a beautiful fairy land where no bad happens, no lies, cheating, murders, etc.
I want to go somewhere far far away from reality and this evil world full of evil people who don’t give a damn about anything! I do not belong here, my soul has never belonged in such an evil place. I am so different to everyone I know and meet:/ I am so sensitive and so unlike the ‘normal’ people. I just want to find and talk to people more like me, because it seems like there is hardly anyone like me out there…and if there is I would love to find them! Life seems dull, and terrible everyday and I wish to make it a beautiful place but when there is so much hate and evil around, I struggle to do that. Why can’t things be more innocent!? I HATE the media. Urgh, I just want life to be like a sweet and beautiful fairytale. Where everything is happy, innocent and harmless :(…