My kik is prefectlybroken504. I need someone to talk to before I walk out my house and go to the nearest bridge and jump. I’m lost and broken and need help picking up the pieces. I don’t want to live but i do. I think my thoughts are getting the best of me. And I don’t know what to do. I’m 22 years old. I’ll be 23 in a few months if I live that long.
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what happened to trigger this?
I’m willing to chat with you if you’re still around. My KIK is my name, Jennifer Taylor, and the name below it should be CinnamonSky. I’ve tried contacting you, but it’s telling me that your username doesn’t exist.
Prefectlybroken504 spelled just like that
Look, I did it that way and it’s telling me that your username doesn’t exist. So either try from your end, or we won’t be chatting any time soon.
just everything. ive been an emotional wreck since i could remember. im usually never happy unless my head is buried in a book living out someone else life besides mines…
Y’know, on days like this when I am really, really down, I choose to live simply out of spite for how life treats me. I view it as a battle. If I take myself out, Asshole Life wins. If I choose to live, I win. I’m stubborn I guess. I have no actual reason to keep living right now, except for that spite.
I have no reason to live for myself but for my mom
if you havent given up yet then live for your mom.. dont put her through the pain of losing you. there is always a reason to live.. just have to find it.. it might be an unbearable task but you can do it..
know that it will be hard at times.. and the thought of ending it all will seem like the easiest way out but just because its easy doesnt mean its the way to go.. the fight will make all the happiness in the end worth it even more
i truely hope that you found some help and that you are able to read this.. you may not know me but know that ive lost someone recently to suicide and its breaking my heart and ill do anything i can to help someone else find another way to continue their life.. im here if you need to talk email smashley007@icloud.com