Two days ago I did my first “test”.In other words I just checked everything in order to assure I’ll be able to commit suicide in the day I chose.I highly recommend those ones who are planning to kill themselves to do a “test” first.For example, my parents had went out when I was testing and I thought I was alone, but suddenly a neighbour came in and I almost got caught trying get the gas tank to my room (In our neighbourhood things work like this, everyone can enter the other’s house and just say : “I’m coming in!”.We’re big friends).So, the gas tank contains a mixture of propane, butane and other gases of hydrocarbon which are toxic.A steel valve is attached to the gas tank which has a plastic hose attached on it that connects itself to the stove through a small inox tube behind the stove (in my case, of course.There are more modern stoves that don’t even produce fire and don’t need cooking gas and also houses where the gas is piped).I disconnected the hose and started to inhale the gas – it has a characteristic smell and gets you drowsy, so probably I’ll die sleeping – it takes a few minutes and it’s painless.
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Did a couple test runs myself. Less complicated than yours, more effective to boot. Funny how military issue stuff is always “double edged”.
I agree that before a person makes and attempt they should plan properly. some methods of suicide can cause damage permanently and you live if not carried out correctly or if the process gets interrupted. Well the concoction you are talking about… this mixture of gases sounds really inviting and sounds like it will do that trick and if you are able to die in your sleep then man you are in like FLYNN and off to a peaceful passing. Me I wish I could get together such a set up. Can you invite me over!!! I’ll go first and be the giny pig. ha ha Well good luck to you. If you truly want to go that way then I hope it works out for you and you get your wish.
If you don’t mind me asking how old are you? You said your parents were gone, but you seem to have a really elaborate plan and the means to carry it out.
It worked for Sylvia Plath put her head in the oven with the gas turned on. Natural gas is predominantly methane. I’m not sure what difference that makes if any.
ashley68 I’m 17.
Duke of marmalade natural gas is not as lethal as liquefied petroleum gas, natural gas is more expensive, it’s less toxic and takes much more time to cause death.
I learnt a lot about Brazil from Max Payne 3. The squalor of the favelas and how the rich simply look down (literally) upon the rest of the people in the slums. Corporate greed and rampant government corruption, an inept police force and military hell bent on maintaining order in a state of chaos. Not to mention the endemic drugs problem and gang violence.
I hope you live nowhere near this sort of stuff, Kira. Because honestly; no one should have to wake up to that everyday.
17 is young. At 17 the thought of suicide never crossed my mind. I hope things go well for you. If you can try to buy yourself some time and really think over if you want to do this. You have to live at least to 30 in order to have a decent understanding of life. Id hate to see you go before your time.
You are right at the age where you are able to leave the home (at least where I live). Do you think you might want to try things without your parents over you before you take your life? As Uptown says, 17 is so young. You haven’t given yourself to experience life on the other side yet.
*given yourself the chance to experience life…. ugh, I’m tired.
Once you get on the wrong side of 30 that’s it. It’s over. You’ll start talking about inflation, complaining about the noise and take up a hobby like gardening or fishing. Once you get to 30, you’re done for.
Shit, I must have aged too quickly. I’ve been talking about inflation and complaining about noise since I was 22.
Not everyone Duke, and what is wrong with fishing? Fishing is an acceptable hobby. And, the only inflation I really reference is the inflation that has occurred particularly around my hip area.
Not for me. for me My 30’s were a better time then my teen years.
YES I did have rough times in my 30’s but I was old enough to handle them
and old enough to be out on my own and old enough to deal with issues
and still have a pretty good life.
being a teenager sucks in my opinion. when you are in High School the teachers
always try to tell you those are the best years of your life. I have found that to
be 100 FALSE> I had much better times outside of the teen years.
I feel really bad for people who die before they hit at least 35 because I feel they
never really got a chance to have a full life. But anyway I hope this young guy
can find a way to get out and away and experience life before he goes and puts
an end to his precious life. Its when you Hit 40 that your on the downhill
I was always under the impression that the college years were supposed to be the best years.
I know a company director who won’t hire somebody if they list fishing as one of their hobbies. That’s how seriously people take it. Getting old really creeps me out. Who want’s to live to an age where wiping your own arse becomes a problem. That’s not happening to me.
What you resist, persists. The more intensely you say, “that won’t happen to me. I’ll never be in a nursing home drooling into my shirt, peeing my adult diapers, watching out for nurse Kratchet” watch out…cause here it comes. Getting old just happens. In some cultures old people are revered and honored. In this transparent, shallow, screwed up society with air brushed models, plastic surgeons making billions, and 30 years is ancient? …makes me want to kill myself reading this. 30 years my ass…I just want to tell ya’ll to…stick it…blah blah blah.. LOL. Get a freaking life! 30 years is less than the blink of an eye… Ahh…who cares. Do what you will. Hope your plan works in your favor Kira.
Randall, I agree with you, but we don’t need to encourage Kira to act too hastily.
Ow this is ridiculous.First, I’m mature enough to understand what life means and I know well the things one can experience during its lifespan, time it’s just a factor, it doesn’t mean one is more mature just because he/she lived more.I simply can’t stand those stupid ones who consider themselves better and wiser because they had more experiences in life, intelligence and wisdom can be developed through many ways, you don’t have to get burnt to know it’s a bad thing.Second, I don’t live in fucking favela, I live in the city just like the great majority, Shephard roughly 6% of the population live in favelas which are concentred in a small part of two states, and believe me when I say you don’t know nothing about Brazil, our culture, environment and society are so rich and strange that even brazilians can’t understand.Third, nobody is encouraging me, this is my decision.
My travel agent lied to me. Oh well.
Didn’t imply you lived there, just wondered. Madd, son? There is no need to be upset. Kthnxbai.
Shephard I’m not a patriot but it’s really annoying when people insist in mention favelas or Rio de Janeiro everytime, actually it’s worse than talking about the Amazon forest.Yes, forests cover a huge part of the country but there are drylands, mountains, grasslands, snowy lands in the south, etc.How would you feel if you say you’re from France and someone start talking about Paris? what if I told you I’m from France, would start talking about the french culinary? or about fashion?
Lucky for you, I hate France with a passion 🙂
But yes, I understand what you are saying and please accept my sincere apologies for invoking a bad name upon your most beautiful country (It really is). I just wish they wouldn’t make such violent/dishonourable movies about Brazil and focus more on the positive side. Like Samba (is that right?) As it jades the views an outsider such as myself would have on the place. Perhaps I should visit there sometime, before moving off to Canada of course.
I don’t have to apologize Shep, aw and please stop talking about samba too, it’s just like the favela, actually I’m really sure that the majority of people don’t like samba, specially the guys around my age.
*You don’t have to apologize Shep
There’s no winning with you, is there? No matter, I’ll hush up before I rustle your jimmies anymore. Have a good day/night! 🙂
Shep, you never cease to amaze me. You sir, are fan-fuckin’-tastic!