Idk what he wants from me. He knows how to change my feelings every second. And it’s just pain to always be strong. Always show him I’m better now. It’s like he knows what makes me melt and what hurts me. And then at night. I get pushed to my limit and no one knows. No one ever will know.
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Looking at your history, I can see he is he source of your instability. One wonders why you’ve subjected yourself t hm for as long as you have.
Sounds like you’re in a sadomasochistic relationship and it’s not every healthy for you.
*very (not every)