For years I have wanted to go. Ever since I was 4/5 years old. I have never felt normal. I just want to stop these thoughts and feelings in my head. My community mental health team have given up. No more medication or help. So I’ve given up. I just want the courage to go through with it. I’m in a downwards spiral and it’s not stopping. I have no friends and my family have distanced themselves so I’ve nothing to lose. I just want gone. Sorry to sound like a kid having a tantrum, I’m actually 26.
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I think you do not sound like a kid at all, but to be honest you came all this way so far already, would it be fair to stop? Sure i would really sound like a super huge optimist, but you can always find friends, just yea it is hard with family things. I, myself, have to build things around myself because i do understand i will have to fight alone and non is ever going to understand how i feel and what is better for me…You will always have something to lose even when you think there is nothing.
I know it is hard. Your story sounds like my story in every single detail you mention. But I find it difficult to tell you it’s over even if it is what I think of my own life.
You dont sound like a kid at all.
You sound like me . It’s just when things are swirling around your head for so long it has to come out and ends up sounding painful to me i hear pain. But i dont know if you really want to do it i mean you came here to vent. Im a stranger but i understand you and i hope you can find some solace somehow. Have you tried joining any types of groups. Or trying some hobbies? Do you have anyone at all you can spend time around ? Sometimes we need it.
You sound just like me. And I’m done struggling too. I’m never going to be normal. I hope you find the peace you need someday, in whatever form that happens to be.