All I want is to end it all. To simply not be. My whole life I’ve been given everything you could ever want, but I was never happy. No one understands it’s always the same thing: why? That’s so selfish. You’re life is so perfect, you have no reason to be depressed. Things can seem so different from the outside than they do from the center of the battlefield. My mind is constantly racing I never sleep I never get a break from my thoughts. I have been sad and angry for so many years with little bits of happiness yet every time it’s ripped away from me and I end up more bitter and broken than I was to begin with. The most pathetic part is the only reason I’m still here is because I don’t know who would take care of my cat if I offed myself and I’d feel bad for all the money my parents have spent to make me happy. God I feel pathetic.
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I’ll can cat-sit if I need to. Unless it’s hairless.
I* – sorry I got excited thinking about cat sitting.
Does your cat bite you? Apparently there’s a link between depression and cat bites, especially among women. There’s also data to suggest that people with depression are more prone to own cats. Weird, huh?
http://www.popsci.com/article/science/cat-bites-are-linked-depression
Umm no never. The only reason I have a cat is because that’s all my apartment allows. Nothing to do with depression. My problem is borderline not depression. And no she’s a siamese
What happened to the old format? How do you follow a conversation or comment on posts. Is this just another aspect of internet censorship and the waning government willingness to allow for any type of freedom of speech?
And they wonder why people want to die?