Here I am again, didn’t kill myself, pretty sure I won’t, but I’m already dead. Told God to leave me alone today, told Satan to take a hike too. How stupid is belief in God? I lay blame at his feet, I try to shame him by saying I would never treat my children they way he treats me, fact is, I do, I ignore the true needs of my son and he is lost just like me. My wife mocks me, says I need help, all I see is a bobble head when she talks and I hate her. I’m numb, dead inside, I have to deal with people in my work, I force the smile, I act like I’m interested and like everything is great. Do you think they know I’m a complete psychopath?
share your suicide story
Report Post
Please log in to report posts
1 comment
1) if your wife is mocking you then that’s a real sham of a person right there
2) give yourself a once-over; are you truly a psychopath? If so, why?
I’m not going to chipper you on and act like your life isn’t hell but are there ways to change it? Perhaps youre not the problem? Perhaps its not too late to reconnect with your son? I couldn’t tell you, but there must be more; make sure if you make the dessision of letting on that its the one you want to chose.