Do you ever feel a nagging feeling of emptiness and disappointment? At first it’s small and easily ignored. Then, it grows and becomes a weight on your shoulders until it bogs you down til you cannot move. Do you ever feel so depressed and lost that any relationships or interactions seem like so much work and effort? You don’t even feel connections anymore. You just feel empty…moving through the actions without much thought. It all seems like ceremony anymore.
I feel like this everyday and I don’t know how to escape. I no longer feel love, compassion, sympathy, hate, anger…nothing. All I feel is an odd sense of sadness and despair.
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I feel that, it wasn’t a nagging thing at first though, it feels like everything I do is wrong, everything.
This is when the negativity that you’ve been exposed to starts to try and mould itself to you. Which is quite natural. Try to remember who you are. Try making a list of things that make you happy, such as activities, objects, people, etc. Then do those activities. Remembering what you’ve always wanted to be can help a lot. What’s your dream?
I feel the exact same way. All of my interactions with people seem automated, insincere. It’s like I’m observing myself move through the maddening crowds, talking and laughing and behaving like I should but never feeling anything.
Btw, if your username is your real name, I like it. It’s really pretty, especially your last name 🙂 you’ll have to excuse me, I’m a fan of phantom of the opera
The things that once made me happy no longer do. It’s more like marine105 said. You can see yourself moving through the crowds, acting and behaving like you should, but never really feeling.
As for my username, it is a pen name. 😛 I never felt like my real name fit me and I always used to go by Aarina, so it fit. I am also a huge POTO fan. I like how the name, Daae sounds and feels.
same here
i feel like this