i took pills last night, left extra food and water out for the cat, taped a sign to my chest that read ” i hope i die tonight Fuck you ALL!”
ever tried to kill yourself and it failed? how do you feel when you wake up and know it didnt happen…or you didnt cut deep enough…or whatever method you tried? i am a TOTAL FAILURE as i have tried so many times and obviously, ALWAYS been UNsucessful!!!
no one cares or listens to me in my life….why bother being here (life) if all i get is crapped on? Why dont others see my pain… that they have caused? i wish i could die!!
Suggestions?
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I once woke up with a tube in my throat in hospital… Because someone (incidentally the person who had caused the overdose) had called the police from another state to “rescue” me from the end of suffering….
If you really want to die Sad, you need to calm down, do some research and consider it carefully. Taking a few pills, cutting your wrists, that’s never gonna work. My feeling is that you are crying out in pain, hoping to receive some help and kindness. It’s a shame you have to go to those lengths, and even then probably don’t receive the help you need, but this is a cold world at times, with everyone preoccupied with their own stuff. I know it’s hard, but try not to take it all so personally. You are not alone.
I don’t think you want to die. You are crying out to be loved but you’re playing a dangerous game. Because even if you choose ineffective methods like ODing on prescription medication it could lead to serious consequences you’ll regret if things get better. Don’t feel ashamed, feel lucky it didn’t fuck you up more. And look for better ways of channeling the pain like weightlifting, boxing, or any activity you can distract yourself with and grow from. I understand your pain, I’ve been hated and rejected my whole life. Just remember, if you feel like shit they’re winning.
hey, thanks…..i liked your last line especially. never thought of this…”if you feel like shit they’re winning”….GREAT advice! t/y!!…..b/c i sure dont want these mofo’s to be winning over me!
i have tried to poison myself with insect spray in a room with the door closed a few times. never worked…