Im screaming
Darkness is consuming me
No one hears my cries
“Your fat”
“Your ugly”
“No one loves you”
“Your a mistake”
I cover my ears
Shut my eyes
Trying to draw away the voice
“No that’s not true!”
I would yell at the voice
“My family, My friends, My boyfriend LOVE ME”
I scream in agony
“Its pity love,
Family are supposed to love you ,
Your friends wear a mask,
You boyfriend doesn’t want to hurt you”
I slowly opened my eyes
I saw a shadowy figure stand before me
Black as night
Embrace me
It whispered
“Shhhhh, im here for you”
I slowly open my eyes and look at it
It kisses me
I feel all my emotions go into that kiss
It looks at me with a satisfied expression
“The contract is complete you are all mine now”
I feel numb
I have no emotions
Im not sad
Im not angry
Im not happy
Im numb
“There is a price to pay though”
I look up at it confused
It hands me something
“You will use this and scar up your beautiful pure skin, but no one is allowed to know, if anyone ask all you say say is “The cat, or make something up”
I nod
“You will wear this in front of people”
It hands me a mask of a happy cheerful girl
“What is this for?”
I ask
“So people don’t suspect you, you will wear a mask, when your alone you will take of the mask off and cry and hurt yourself to feel any emotion. The slightest thing can set you off”
It starts to walk away
“No!! Please don’t leave me!”
I beg scared
It disappears a faint voice is played
“Don’t worry love, I will never leave you, On your 18th birthday we will reunite and always be together. I will take you home, So till them wait for me my sweat fallen Angel”
I slowly open my eyes and notice im in my room
Darkness nowhere to be found
Then I noticed that my thighs feel like their on fire
I look down and see that their covered in blood
Just then I recall what the shadowy figure said about this as I stare at the blade in my hand
“You will use this and scar up your beautiful pure skin, but no one is allowed to know, if anyone ask all you say say is “The cat, or make something up”
I put on some pants and slowly close my eyes as tears run down my cheeks
“Nunally, Dinner is ready”
I hear my mom look downstairs
I look down at the mask in my hand and recall what the shadowy figure said
“So people don’t suspect you, you will wear a mask, when your alone you will take of the mask off and cry and hurt yourself to feel any emotion. The slightest thing can set you off”
I put it on
“Coming!”
I yell happily
This is my new life till November 17th
Or so the Voice said