You know how odd it is, whenever i cry over you .. you text me? Like is this some sick joke? All i want is to hate you but seems to me that will be impossible. I’m so unhappy with life and you just make it worse.. Well today i told Rj i’m tired of being there for everyone else but no one is there for me and i listen to EVERYONE, but yet i have no one? All he said was ‘You need to let people in…’ How can i let people in when my best-friend’s cat scratched her one day and she was making cutting jokes? Like how the hell is that funny? I stayed quiet about it. I’ve become very angry with everything now. As odd as it is, I’ve been starting to hate my mother for no reason. I’m very fond of my bed now, because honestly.. I just want to feel important and loved.. Maybe that’s it? Or i’m just insane. Yeah, probably just insane. I just don’t know what to think anymore, lets not forget now.. I turned in a friend of mine (We will call him A) well A stole P’s credit card.. and A & P are suppose to be good friends.. A Was planning to take all the money, he even lied to P’s face straight up about having it.