I started cutting a couple of months ago & I really think I don’t matter on this world. But if I try to commit suicide & I fail WHAT WOULD HAPPEN? I’m scared of fail.. In the other hand I think I need help. So, I don’t know what to do.
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Hi, Sad Girl…i normally dont cut, but have done it before…i prefer to hit/beat on myself…normally my arms. i know how it makes me feel. usually better. do you have anyone to talk to? have you tried to talk to a therapist? i know sometimes they dont help…but i hate to see you scar yourself with the cutting. Someday will be better! I hate it here too right now, but am hoping it gets better somehow, but right now i dont see how. But the world is a funny place and we cant predict what the future holds. Just wanted to send you a Hug!
No one… In the past I wanted to talk to one & I told my mom & she said “Are u crazy? NOPE!” sooooooooooooooooooooooo
You have taken your own life! = *empty void*
You have failed in taking your own life… = A vegetable probably, or something much less than you were before.
Don’t dwell on the thought, but neither should you be too hasty in this decision. In the meantime, make yourself a tea and have some Shrewsbury’s. Num num.
Vegetable, liver damage, heart problems, digestive issues, loss of memory, loss of concentration… cognitive problems in general. You can mix those in whatever combination you like (i have a couple of them). So i’d advice looking for help if you can, before you give up and take that road.
In the end none of us really “matter” in the big scheme of life, but you never know when you can matter to someone and make a difference. It might be only momentarily (or maybe it will last for a life time) but you’ll never know if you are not alive to find it out. I have come to learn that it’s not a good idea to place the value of your life in others hand tho, since that’s usually bound to fail and works only on a few lucky ones.