Sooner or Later

So I know I have been posting things like this a lot lately. But yesterday I finally pushed the one person that was really holding me around. I told her that we can’t be friends anymore or can’t date or nothing. I know a lot of you will say why would you push someone away like this or do something like that. Well I don’t want her to take blame for if or when I do this. I don’t want her to hold the fault for the rest of her life. Cuz it’s not her fault and she should never take the blame. And I know we probably could have dated but someone like her how perfect she is shouldn’t be with someone like me. I am sorry if this is just a dumb post I just need to get this out there. And if for some reason your reading this you know who you are. I truly do love you. Your the most amazing girl in the world and I am sorry for everything I have put you through. Your the only person in my life I have trusted and could ever open up to. I know you do care about me but I don’t want to put you through this because I know it hurts you and might hurt you way to much. I am sorry and I care about you way to much. I wish we could go back to how you and I were and how we used to be. I am sorry for everything I messed up just like everything else in my life. I love you baby girl and remember your the most beautiful girl ever.