Dear mother,
I really really don’t like you. But I’m trying hard not to say “I hate you.” But thank you so much for making my life a living hell sometimes. Thank you so much for making me go into actual depression. Thank you so much for controlling my life. Thank you so much for threatening to punish me for the things I don’t do, instead of thanking me for the stuff that I actually do for you. And the list can continue. But instead of continuing, I’m just going to say you’re welcome for leaving you in the dark about all of this because there is no doubt that you are actually happier this way. Unless you actually don’t care, which I highly believe you don’t sometimes. This is where the username “BreakMeFree” comes from. Someone please break me free from her. But yet, nobody is. Sometimes, she makes me wanna die so I can break myself free from her. And it makes it worse that he isn’t even here to get me through this like he always used to do.
BreakMeFree. x
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Gosh i feel the same sometimes. My mother doesn’t understand me at all and because she can’t understand me she treats me horribly. Its easier to just remember that their reigns on your life won’t last forever.
Exactly the same position as you, my mum’s terrible, she’s a complete control freak and actually punishes me for everything. I’ve been abused my whole life and unfortunately can’t see it ending any time soon. We’re in the same boat, wish we could break free..