honestly I am just so lonely. i am so tired of being sad and not being able to help it, and i am tired of feeling ignored and unloved. I have a friend that i trust and always help when they are in need but whenever i need help with my problems they are never there. And i dont know if i am being selfish or if i am even sad enough to be suicidal, and i wonder if i am convincing myself i am because i want attention. i just want to know if people actually care or if they are just saying that.
please just give me a reason to not do it
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People do really care. I have learned even if they don’t show it they still do. I don’t know what’s going on but have you tried talking to your friends. I would suggest going to the one your closest to and trust the most. And talk to that one person about things. It might be easier to just text that person or maybe in person. But someone really does love you out there and they do care a lot about you. I promise
thank you, this helpsd so much
I promise I do care. Tonight I almost ended my life but I really realized things and that in the darkest moments of your life, all you need to do is tell someone. If this persons a true friend they will be there with you every step of the way. And I am glad it helped. I am here anytime you need something
The world is full of opportunistic individuals – they see a vulnerable soul in need of assistance, they take the opportunity to “exploit” them in the guise of support; not to help the person per se, but further their own interests.
It doesn’t matter if others care or not, the question is whether you give two hoots about yourself to acknowledge that basically someone is manipulating you into believing they care, when they’re doing it for their own purpose. Upon accepting this (if you choose to do so), open your eyes to a world where the only person who will ever care enough to keep you alive is YOU.
Of course, there are some pretty choice-as folks out there who will cover your six till Nasty Ivan decides to drop the bomb. You’ll know these people in mind, heart and soul to be the 100% organically sustainable, free range farmed, post-alternative, completely non-ironic GC’s that they are – these are the people you keep living for.
thanks shephard, i will try to take care of myself
When you close the edge just remember there are people out there begging for one more breath.Life is unfair,we all learnt that in the worst ways.Have you ever visited Children’s Hospital or Orphan House? If your answer is no you should really do.Because you will see the real pain in their eyes.Some of them are looking for love,some of them are looking for cure.I don’t want to live this world where your heart either break or turn to lead.But I have to do.If God sends me to this world,I’m sure he has his reasons.