One person can make a difference. One person can make you laugh, make you feel accepted, make you feel loved…but I just hate they are so hard to find, and once you do find them it almost hurts to trust them, to hand over your heart and put it in their hands because what if they drop it? then how are you ever supposed to know that you can trust again
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But when you do find that one person, it’s worth all the failed attempts that brought you two together, wouldn’t you say?
possibly, but I just worry I wont be able to find them if I cant open up because of my past
Ya but they dropped my heart.
I know what you mean. A person can make all the difference. I’ve been lucky to have people like that in my life. M in school, my ex to a point (that was more feeling good about helping than real reciprocation between us), H, and most recently someone on this site.
They always eventually go but I’ve been fortunate enough to find someone else, even if not immediately.
They’re the only reason I still manage to be alive after dealing with this for so long and each has helped in their own way.
They mean so much to me.
Ya Ive had people help me not end my life and to keep going and Im thankful for that mostly cause of my religious views too. But ya they all eventually left expect my mom and a few others.
Nevermind me. I’m just trying to get through the day. I guess maybe one day you will find someone?
I read in a room recently someone screaming that the saying, “It’s better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all” is utter rubbish. Opinion, of course, but I totally agree with him. I’d rather not trust and be lonely, than trust, think I’ve found something that might last, then have it–along with my hope–shattered. Again. And if this keeps happening, eventually…
I gave my heart to two people only to have it not only dropped but used as a football lol. But that’s OK. My mum showed me what love was, I am not beyond caring for people. When I eventually get over the damage done maybe I can start over, in the meantime I have a fantastic support worker, a counsellor and two friends. Gotta be grateful for that.
I had a person who made a real difference once, she started out as a friend but then it became more, It was the only time I’ve ever felt loved and deeply accepted. It changed me over the course of two years into a person that I had never been before in my life, so yes one person can make a difference – a big difference. Trouble was it ended really badly and she hurt me in ways that still effect me now, I know I’ll never be that same person again and I don’t think I’ll reach that height in life again or that level of happiness. I sometimes look back on the place I was inside myself and really wish I could be there again but its a hill too steep to climb, I just can’t do it on my own. Maybe hearts are just made to be broken.
I can relate daysleeper. My best friend also left me hurt and am still affected now…don’t think I will ever trust to that extent again.
what pisses me off is when I see a post like this, and/or any woman saying how she can’t trust a guy…..
well, some you cant,,,,
but ill say this,,,
fuck you to all the women who want a nice guy yet have them under your nose, and pass them up.
😉
lol I’ll 2nd that PeelASquid!