No matter how hard I try to distract myself and think of good thoughts, the bad ones always come back and persist. It has gotten to the point where I just want to kill myself and end it all. I can’t handle anything anymore
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I know how you feel, that’s what brought me to this point in my life too. Unfortunately, I really don’t have anything I can say that might help.
What ‘bad thoughts’ do you mean? Events in your life or the world? Compulsion to harm others? Your post is very vague.
Sometimes I’ve obsessed over the mistakes I’ve made in the past but usually thinking about bad things helps you avoid making the same mistakes in the future.
Well you can’t do much, what I did to avoid bad thoughts are to divide my thoughts into 3 parts, myself thoughts, good thoughts and bad thoughts which I believe are from the demons…
By doing that I can tell what are what and to be ignored, slowly you would throw away these ugly thoughts and some emotion like hate, the negative ones. But at some times these ugly thought would try to resurface and when it does, what I do is ask the lord to help me to get rid of it.
forgot to say that its like a battle field