I’m going to get straight to the point here. I’m 15 years old and used to live with my dad up until april when he took his own life. I feel absolutely lost and feel I have no purpose in life anymore. I’d do anything to have my dad back. I miss him so much! :(

Don’t listen to Twisted. . Sorry to hear about your father. I couldn’t imagine how you must feel.
I’m sure if your father could talk, he’d tell you he wants you to live. Give yourself time to grieve, you’ve suffered a major loss in your life. It’s going to take a lot of time for the wound to heal. Don’t give up on life. This feeling wont last forever. Sure you’re going to have a hell of a scar. Your father must have been in a really dark place to end his life. That doesn’t mean he didn’t love you. Just give it time and you’ll get your life back. Wish you the best!