Thanks everyone for providing a place where people who suffer from such a myriad of issues can tell their stories. While I know none of you, it’s been nice for the last few weeks to have a site to go that I can read posts from people who ask a lot of the same questions I did. It’s allowed me to live semi-vicariously through your words in a world where I didn’t think I was so alone, so isolated. I read all the posts, commented where I felt I might have some insight, tried to be there for people who wanted someone to talk to. Truthfully, it’s given me more of a sense of usefulness than I’ve had in a really long time.
As my time draws to an end (I’ve determined I will be gone by the end of the month) I’ve realized though, that I cannot help people. I can’t give people advice that will help them through whatever it is their feeling. I wish I could, but what good are the words of a dead man? I may be around for the next few days, but I wanted to say this before I pay my debt.
So thank you all. Thank you for providing a last bastion of freedom for lost, and trapped souls. Thank you for those who reached out to me. Thank you most of all to any that I might have had some interaction with, and I hope I did something worthwhile with the last days of my worthless life.
Thank you.
Good luck to everyone, no matter what you’re choice is.
If you live, do it well.
If you die, do it well.
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Same to you–live well, die well. I hope you don’t hurt yourself more. If you survive, most of us will still be here to listen and understand. No, we can’t magically cure each other, but we can love each other and care. You are not alone. You have us. And, if you change your mind, you still have us.
Sending love,
Vedura
Thank you. I don’t think I’ll change my mind, but I appreciate it nonetheless.
I wish I could properly express to you how,in my short month and a half on SP, your messages and comments have always struck me as intelligent and well reasoned,and more importantly:kind. You are clearly a good person,Durmmy. It’s tragic that you have suffered, and have to check out to get some peace but nevertheless,I wish you painless passage,my friend. Please tell us everything you can before you go..I want to know more. I think you are wrong about the words of a dead man..I think you have made a difference here . You just can’t possibly know ALL who read your messages and took a piece of you into them..changed their perspective or perception…I hope you keep posting here til the end:)you will be missed
Thanks misanthrope, its nice to hear I did some good for someone. I will probably post a few more times, but I think mostly it’ll just be stuff that I wish I could say to people in my life. Stuff they’ll never see.
I think misanthrope sad it better than i cod, but let me try, and say that i for one am very glad to have meet you, i will miss reading the kind words and insightful comments that you have posted
the only thing that i regret is that i have no means to help you…
if i cod, id trade over, so that you cod get a new chance.. but then again my life is not the best place to start anew from ….
Any ways, you will be missed
Thank you for being a part of this community, Durmmy. As last bastion or a beacon of continued hope – I’m glad that you decided to at least attempt to share your wisdom with everyone here. Either way, I’m sure it’s truly appreciated.
The most worthwhile thing you’ll ever do is the one thing you haven’t done yet (and I don’t mean commit suicide either).
But of course, there is worth in everything you have done in regards to your own life and your actions here on SP. Hey, I wish you good luck with whatever you decide on come the end of this month, and all the best with the days ahead.