Well after another failed attempt on my life I’ve ended up back on a mental heath ward 25 miles from my own town. I cart do this again I cart stand it I cart do anythink right I cart even kill myself right. I’m lucky to be allowed my phone as the last time I was in hospital I was not. I’m Laying here thinking of away out but I don’t think it possible here and I don’t know how long I would have to stay here for.
I just cart take another day off how I am feeling it’s over 7 years now off the same old shit I am in a living hell what I cart seem to ever get out of they only one way out and I’ve know that for a long time.
I just don’t want to be in pain anymore
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Im sorry to hear your in the hospital again. I have been in the hospital a few times for that and I know its not easy. Its embarrasing, frustrating and they often put you on meds that like numb your brain and make you sleepy sometimes.
You can pull through this.
Do you have anybody to help you? A spouse or family or friends to come visit you and help you through this. what kindof pain are you in? are you in physical pain or is it more mental and emotional pain? Talk to the doctors about youur pain.
I hope your pain goes way and you find peace and comfort
look at the being in the hospital as a chance to relax get some help and reover and when you get out look at it like Life is givig you a fresh start
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Hey it more mental I’m divorced and got my mum and dad who support me a lot I’m discharging myself just waiting on the Dr to make his mind up if I can go or not
I wish things were easier for you. Just know you are not alone here.
I wish it was easier for all off us I really cart take much more pain and shit hopeing to go home soon if the Dr lets me