Basically, this is how it goes. My life has been pretty traumatic thus far. (Loosing my grandparents at age 10, my first girlfriend commiting suicide at 18, seeing so much violence) that kind of stuff.
Since then, I’ve felt myself growing slowly and slowly more numb, feeling less and less everyday. I don’t think love exists anymore, I’ve lost my faith and I just survive day to day basically.
To top this all off, I haven’t had much happiness to counter this. My family is sub par at best, never offering support. (By the way, I survived after my girlfriend killing herself without any professional help or support) I think that’s the reason why I feel so destroyed.
Is something wrong with me???
I feel dead inside and I’m starting to wonder if I really am.
Starting to think that 100% of women favor jackasses and douchebags over a guy who will actually treat them like a lady.
But fuck it. I tried.
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I am so sorry!! And no there is absolutely nothing wrong with you! And don’t ever let someone tell you that there is! Okay? Good lord I don’t blame you! Yes there is such thing as love but frankly I’m not going to say what I think about love. If you want to talk I’ll give you my email!
And yes most girls favor jackasses and douchebags! usually only if their a *****( just saying)
I can relate completely. Does it ever feel like you are invisible to the women and even your family and “friends.”??
That is eerily accurate….. yes I do / have for the last 2 and a half years