I like staying busy… When I am busy my mind can stay off all the negative things in my life. But when the music stops and it’s quiet. I find myself all alone… My mind goes into a whole another world…
i just wanna pop the pills and take one too many….
i just wanna fall sleep and never wake up…
but i fight these thoughts every night in hope that one day things will get better. I pray they will get better because of they don’t I am not sure how long I will last… I am only human…
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Being left alone with your mind. It’s all too scary isn’t it?…hah…
Very scary…
I don’t have much of a social life with my anxieties etc. but I’ll be watching films etc. which take my mind off things, it’s just when I’m in bed trying to sleep, all those problems start to whirl away in my brain and the thoughts of ‘there’s no point anymore so why bother’ emerge. I wish I had an instant sleep button but then I’d want an instant death button as well.