Damn. It’s Hot. I hate this island. Nothing ever makes sense here. Everyone is smoking and drinking and killing cursing and…is happy. Why do buses filled with white people come here? Who in their right mind would want to come here? Avoid the groid! It’s so hot! Is this hell? Because everyone torments me with their jubilee while I am just devastated. I thought that If I preserved my memories they preserve me but they are just a mental horror movie. My childhood wasted. The real me Lost somewhere in between the beatings and loneliness and alienation. Why here!? Haha. Maybe I should run to church and fall to my knees and beg White Jesus for forgiveness because this place is my damnation. I was a racist In a past life and now I’ve been sent here for punishment. I kNOW IT’S TRUE CAUSE ALWAYS HATED NIGGERS FROM DAY one. Thats right people I HATE NIG NOGS! And I am one! hahhaha what an appropriate punishment! Maybe I can pay a White nationalist to shoot me in the head. Burn Jamaica burn!
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Come one come all. Come and look at the pathetic racist stuck In a ******’s body. What a fitting punishment! That you would become the thing that you hate the most. Bravo. Come everyone! come look with scorn and spit upon the most pathetic loser on SP! You will all get get what you deserve one day, right or wrong, righteous or wronged, this world is so spiteful it would make you into what you hate this most. Bravo
If there are any white nationalists here pm me I have an offer you can’t refuse. Just give me release.
White nationalist? You mean white supremacist right.
Lmfao! This is priceless.
I wanna smoke, drink, kill, an cuss, an be happy too.
yes I knew you of all people would come and laugh and frolic and revel in in my sufferation, you with the drinking problem and the bloody nose luagh it up hell is waiting for all of us , in the next cycle you will feel what I am feeling
How did you know this? An I do not have a drinking problem….I have a being sober problem, and yes there is a difference. An it was more of a busted face than a bloody nose, but you remembered…that’s sweet.
PS. Sorry if I upset you, I have a odd since of humor.
I hope you nose has healed and I don’t think I will ever forget you cause once I see someone’s face I will always remember them them, except niggers, niggers all look the same to me.
It’s healing up nicely, ribs are ripe tho those things take forever to get right. Thanks for your concern.
You really shouldn’t have such hate for yourself because of your skin color.And you do know there’s a difference between a ****** and a “black” person right?
Blimey charlieregal that’s a hardcore post! If you can manage not to get banned for that surely I won’t be excommunicated for opining that I have spiritually died and been reborn and am now immortal lol.
So you are Jamaican? So is my soulmate and best friend, he’s never left the UK though.
Not keen on hot weather either.
I am not Jamaican. My parents are jamaican, I was born in jamaica but I am NOT jamaican , I hate Jamaica with every atom in my body. I don’t think like these savages and I don’t speak “jamaican” for someone to call me jamaican is a huge insult.
there is no such thing as black people when you live on an island thats 90% ****** you come tell me how great nogs are. Literally , if 2 or more of them a gather a fight is assured and someone is certainly going to get shot.
Why dont you just move off the island?
Jamaicans are HAWT. Wanna trade pics?
But seriously, that sucks for you (your situation), though I’ve never understood racism. I think all races and ethnicities are cool (except for when they’re going about with guns or explosives killing people).
P.S. I don’t say Jamaican as an insult to you here, I know what it’s like to not feel at home in one’s own birthplace.
No one knows for sure if Jesus was white or not. I suspect he was sort of cappuccino color. He shows up in pictures as a white, bearded hippy but it’s doubtful that a guy from the middle east looked like that.
Wasn’t Bob Marley from Jamaica? That guy was pretty cool.
Jesus didn’t exist
No, Jesus was a historical figure. He existed. He was a real man, born Jewish, turned pothead preacher – just not the Christian “son of god,” that’s all.
Reggae and dub is the shit
YES, Ragga Drum & Bass/Ragga Jungle and all that – love that sort of music. (That specific genre originated from the U.K. though.)
Not to belittle or minimize your actual feelings … but if you could spin this into a comedy routine I bet you go over big in new york and the comedy circuit 😛
All the best and peace
dawg
That is an interesting thought: Do white supremacists get reincarnated as black people?
Did Hitler reincarnate as a Jew?
Do misogynists reincarnate as feminists?
Do Republicans reincarnate as gays?
Do atheists reincarnate as fundamentalist zealots? (And vice-versa).
Did Einstein reincarnate as a guest on Jerry Springer?
Do aristocrats come back as homeless people?
What if in the next life, you come back as the opposite of what you stood for in this one.
I am a ****** and I am telling you that niggers suck and you don’t believe me? I live among them I should know! ask any white person that lives in a niggerfuxated area (in private ofcourse) and they will tell you how violent nogs are. I hate niggys! Oh and you tell me to just “move of the island” shows me how little you know about this place no one wants jamcoons in their country! theres a ton of paper work and fees for a visa I’d have to pay just to see the tip of america and thats if they feel like giving me the visa. Better to find a white nationalist to just kill me.
Your funny, marry me. 😉
that wont be possible Gi Joe. and are you stalking my posts 🙂 ?
If Obama came to visit you in Jamaica, would you call him a n***er? That’s not very nice. What about “people are people”, or “we’re all brothers under the skin”?
One love, Mon. One love.
Bob Marley was a homohobic Pos and I’m glad he is dead, secondly yes Obama is a ****** and I’d say it to his face. I hate this country sooo much Cant wait for ebola to get here, I will frolic in the streets as niggers drop like the flies they are and then finally I’ll have some peace.
I would, fuck that god damn muslim
It sounds like you’ve had some unpleasant experiences. I’m sorry to hear that. All I can say is that it seems unfair to judge an entire group of people based on the actions of a few within that group. C’mon – are ALL black people bad? What about Jimi Hendrix or Slash from Guns n Roses?
There’s good and bad in everyone. Lotsa shades of gray – it’s not always that black and white.
Well why the hell not?
An not at all, I’m too lazy to stalk anyone.
I’ve always been popular with black girls. Don’t know why.
The way you feel is surprisingly common. There are a lot of people out there who hate their own race. There are a number of reasons for this. I think regardless of which race you are from, even a minority ethnic group is always more likely to have bad experiences with people from the same group. 1) There is a higher chance of you coming into contact with those people 2) Psychologically people feel more comfortable picking a fight with someone in the same category.
Some people feel oppressed by the culture and what you have to understand is that there are millions of Jamaicans who feel exactly the same as you. They would understand your post and if you accept this then surely, you wouldn’t discriminate against them too?
At least you have a reason. Most people are just snide malicious bastards. I respect what you have said and rightly or wrongly I know it’s because to you that culture is synonymous with the people who make you unhappy.
Stop just stop ok. I have reasons why I feel this way. Every person that has ever wronged me in my life has been a nog. I remember one day I was standing outside the US Embassy and the nog security guard wouldn’t let me in because of an irrelevant peice of paper and this white lady was passing by with a little infant in her hand and stopped to ask me if I was ok. many nogs and sherillas pasted but they didn’t care about me and yet this young white lady, the first white woman I’ve ever met was so kind and concerned when no one else gave a shit. I know there are bad people of a races but MOST of the bad people are nogs. I hate this place so much. If I went into the street and screamed everything I wrote here no one would understand cause half these fools can’t speak proper english much less read.
I’m just so tired of this place, tired of people offering me bottles upon bottles of liqour and bags of mirijuana. I just dont want that stuff! I don’t smoke and I dont drink. The way you people are able to reason with me they don’t have that ability, they are not human and every time I try to explain my pridicament people think I am joking. Dammit this place is hot! My sisters only care about dick and money and all my mother wants is to come back to jamaica from NYC no cares about what I want
Well what exactly do you want…besides having a white person kill you?
doesn’t have to be a white person as long as I die I’m good. I thought a white nationalist would be more inclined to off me. Do you want to help me? I’ll make it worth your while.
I absolutely accept what you are saying and that there is a problem in society. Unless people have access to education and further development it won’t differ. It used to be like that in western countries too but that was a long time ago. It’s not a new phenomenon which only affects black people in Jamaica.
IDGAK about the black “community” I just want out.
Alright. I don’t either I’m just saying.
It’s obviously not a good environment for you. Perhaps then the only solution is marrying PerfectlyImperfect for a Visa.
I like kenny’s idea.
Did I mention that Ima dude and also If I go to america you’ll just make it so much more easier for me to kill myself I sure I could find atleast 1 racist willing 2 help me.
If you did I must have missed that. I get confused a lot.
Thats fine with me. We could get married in a few states here. And finding someone that will kill you is way harder than you’d think…trust me.
Are the immigration rules more relaxed if you are moving to another island? I’d move to Barbados is I could.
Dawg had a good idea with creating a comedy routine fueled by your rage. You are a funny, likable person.
Did you ever see the Dave Chapelle bit where he’s a blind black man who becomes the head of the kkk? He’s blind, and no one tells him that he’s black, and he turns into an influential leader of the white supremacy movement. When he discovers that he’s black he divorces his wife of 20 years because she’s a “ni**er lover”. Haha. It was funny as hell.
Lmfao, I thought of that skit when I first read this post.
I don’t want to go to america!
Okay, well I’m off to the bar to do what I do best.
Goodbye
I love you so much
I don’t even know what I want all I know is that I’m miserble here. I wish I had a sniper rifle, I’d just on my roof and cleasne this island of all the filth thats on it. I told my best friend my problem and you know what he did, he took a bag of weed, gave it me and said “easy yu self mon” thats jamaican for “just relax” I threw the weed in the trash and told him he’s a useless ****** and he laughed in my face.