you know your born into this world and for the first copal of years of your life you think hey what could go wrong? sadly you soon start to open your eyes and see the world for what it really is i don’t know much about any of you just anonymous bloggers like me i guess but i know one thing death is unavoidable wether it is from natural causes a tragic accident or self inflected. sometimes you don’t want to die other times you know your ready like me i know i want to die i know that theres nothing anyone can do to possibly stop me form killing myself because i know theres nothing here for me. i tried to fit in put on a person made some “friends” till the rumors started’ but i learned my lesson now i’m the person that sits alone in the cafetera staring into what ever book i found to get my mind off of things wile people walk around a throw shit at me or call me names. so yes i’m ready to die
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Hmmm, well you are absolutely correct regarding death being inevitable for all of us,
But…. would you yearn for death as much if the harassment and isolation ceased? If your environment changed and you were respected for being the human you are?
I do not mean to generalize or make assumptions but do you think a change in the picture might ease you into a more optimistic perspective?
Thank you for asking that question. I hope more people will consider it before they make their final choice. They may find hope buried where they did not expect.
I can answer that question for myself Koji, and I think that answer is Yes. I feel as though if the world were suddenly flipped upside-down and people like me were accepted, and those who don’t accept me were suddenly not… my outlook on life would be different.
I think a lot of time people just feel trapped in a shitty situation, with no hope. At that point the logical conclusion tends to be death. Death as a form of relief and a way to exert some semblance of control.