Everyday life day 1

Maybe if I get it out I’ll feel better. Maybe my next life will be better but I want to leave this one I’m tired of it. All this shit is past mistakes silly decisions. It would be better if I would accidentally get shot or hit by something big. Just so my family don’t feel so bad about how I died. I don’t understand why God just won’t do it cause God know I don’t wanna be here. I put to much faith in people that’s one of my problems and I always get let down friends, girlfriends, family it don’t matter. What happened to me yesterday hit me hard and I’m sick of this life myself and others. Plus don’t know body give a shit how I feel if I can’t make myself feel better it won’t happen. I hope my next life is better than this one. Maybe I’ll make better decisions and meet better people.