Something bad happened again and i thought i was dealing okay with it but i just realized i havent eaten in a little over a week, and only small portions of junk food if i have, and only gotten three hours of sleep. But i cant manage to give a shit, part of me’s hoping no one will notice and let me die this time. Not sure if its really worth caring about either way, it would be nice to stop feeling so shitty and worthless
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i throw up everything i eat i know its not the same but evertime i lie down at night im praying i dont get back up i know how you feel
You have to eat, or you will feel even worse.
Why do you throw up?
lots of reasons because im fat because its a release i cant stand being full anymore the feeling is so uncomfortable ive lost fifty pounds but its not enough everyday i want to die and im getting closer and closer to my suicide