I don’t think I can last til Jan, maybe I’ll speed everything up & check out on my bday (nov 29). I am so sick of living with these inconsiderate idiots! She doesn’t even seem to care about her own children! He put them to bed without showers & still in their sweaty, dirty day clothes. He is such a hypocritical, chauvinistic prick, writing rules for all of us to follow, but they don’t apply to him.
They are both downstairs, playing video games & have music up so loud it is amplified in the kids bedrooms! I can’t even be in my own ‘room’ cos the noise is too loud.
I can see the kids are slowly becoming wary & scared of him. He does not hurt them physically, but the way he talks to them & handles them, its hurting them mentally & emotionally. He is not ready for a family. I really don’t want to be around when they have a kid together!
Oh & the only kind of joy I have is watching my TV shows, but now that has been taken away from me, as I have been told I am using too much Internet! I have been having nightmares every night for the past 2 weeks, always different, but same subject. It’s me being kicked out for one reason or another. Mostly because I am the reason for the trouble in the house or I’m not doing enough around the house
I don’t want to die, but I can’t live this way & my life is not going to get better.
I cannot get out of here, alive, as I have nowhere to go. I know I said I’d wait till January, but I dont think I can
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Do you have an family or friends you can move in with, even temporarily? It sounds like a toxic environment for you to be in and you would definitely emotionally benefit if you found a better place.
Shared accommodation near you? I live with my parents so I doubt you’d want to stay here even temporarily
Runaway and start your own life. You can plan with use of the internet.
Look for a place that is a safe distance away but a place you can survive.
that means you will need a job and a cheap place to stay
one of the smaller size cities would be best > because you can use the public transportation to
get around. You can use Craigslist to find rooms to rent. that is people who own a house or an apartment and have an extra bedroom they will rent out for you. A room to rent is basically the cheapest situation you will get. You can do it. I have been doing it or decades
you will find employment. do a web search for areas with job growth
make your plans and then just go. Make your own life for yourself.
I need to move out too, desperately, but i have no money, no friends, nothing to help me
Homeless shelter til you get on your feet.
I have no one. Well, no one I can ask for help. Going to my mother would be like going straight to hell, my sister is in & out of hospital for the same reasons I would be. I would love to runaway, but I can’t. I can’t work cos im in so much pain. I cant afford proper rent either.
The homeless ‘helping’ organizations are so crap here in Australia. Ive already asked for help & was told if I can’t afford private rent, they can’t help me. I mean, isnt that one of the reasons why you become homeless? Because you can’t afford rent!?