StruggleOn here! Part fennec fox and part dead again. And I have nowhere to trust but here so…
Shit has been going on. Its all just bullshit though. You know when you try so hard for somebody but nothing makes them better? That’s kind of how this is. I don’t even care if it helps I just need it to be accepted. Again and again I am beat down. Hopelesness once again engulfed me. Now I’m stuck. I feel helpless and confused and wonder if I’ll ever deserve somebodies love…
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Someone I used to talk to once told me that you need to love yourself before you can expect others to love you…hope that helps.
I love you, R.
The question I must now ask myself is if I’m truly worthy of you ever reciprocating that sentiment. But know that I’ll hold you close to my heart, as I do with all who have reached out to me.
I may not be here for much longer, yet you’ll be one of the few I will keep in my thoughts as my days near an assured end.
Please take care, and know that I’m thinking of you.
-T.