I hate my life. It seems OK looking from outside in but this is not what I want. What’s scarier to me is that I don’t know what I want. I feel miserable and useless and lost and confused. I don’t know what I’m supposed to do. I am so alone but I don’t want to be around anyone. Doesn’t make any sense. Nobody knows how I feel and I can’t explain how I feel. I wish something or someone would just take me away from this place. I don’t have it bad but I can stand myself. No one gets me. No one…not even me.
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I can relate to some of your issues esspecially about feeling so alone but not wanting anybody around. Why does life have to be so hard.
You have made me realize that feeling alone, yet not wanting anyone around, really is a universal feeling. I thought I was crazy. How are we supposed to better our outlook if we banish ourselves to an island? Logically, we know that is not the answer, but just like you, I don’t know how to feel good around other people right now, or even enjoy doing things I have always enjoyed in the past. I think I am going to focus on just this today….trying to figure out how to break out of the shell. I truly hope you try it too – this hopeless feeling is so draining!!!
I understand feeling alone and not wanting anyone around. A few years ago, during a stressful time, I pushed EVERYBODY away. Now I’m by myself… literally. My therapist and I have been trying to work through it. It’s been a difficult road. Don’t ever think that you’re useless. You are far from it.
All I can say right now is that I feel exactly the same.