Hi.
Whatever you do, you make an assault on yourself. You deserve better.
It’s good that you somehow managed to live through the past two years despite struggling with self-harm and -hatred (I guess); You seem like a really strong person.
But you deserve someone who gives you the feeling of mattering without hurting yourself, because you do. Someone should understand or see what you’re going through and show you that you aren’t hated but by yourself. I guess you already know most of this. I just hope you won’t fall into another addiction.
I really wish you all the best,
-R.
I went over two days without eating once. I think I was like twelve or something when I did it. I told my parents I wanted to starve myself to death. I guess they thought I was just playing around, because apparently they didn’t think I was depressed or anything.
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Hi.
Whatever you do, you make an assault on yourself. You deserve better.
It’s good that you somehow managed to live through the past two years despite struggling with self-harm and -hatred (I guess); You seem like a really strong person.
But you deserve someone who gives you the feeling of mattering without hurting yourself, because you do. Someone should understand or see what you’re going through and show you that you aren’t hated but by yourself. I guess you already know most of this. I just hope you won’t fall into another addiction.
I really wish you all the best,
-R.
I went over two days without eating once. I think I was like twelve or something when I did it. I told my parents I wanted to starve myself to death. I guess they thought I was just playing around, because apparently they didn’t think I was depressed or anything.
Starving yourself to death is probably quite painful, if not impossible. I would imagine that you need incredible resolve and self-control.