I’m fairly certain I’m going to kill myself before the new year. I’ve just had enough of living and not being happy. I’ve never done heroin before but I bought some about a year and a half ago just for when I decide to kill myself. I plan on OD’ing so I’ll atleast go out with a false sense of happiness. Should I do this before or after Christmas? I’m supposed to go home Christmas Day to visit all of my family.
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I’m sorry to hear that you feel there is no hope left for you in life. I do wish for things to turn around and that you find a reason to live.
With that said, in regard to your question, I feel that a person taking their life during or just before the holidays is a very bad idea. Those left behind will forever face a painful memory each year afterward when that time of year approaches. If you absolutely feel that suicide is your best option, I personally would wait until a few weeks after the New Year to do so. Just my opinion, of course, for whatever it’s worth. Best wishes.
L4Y
(L4Y@cogeco.ca)
I’m going with the 27th, sounds like a good date.
I meant 27th for my own suicide not yours
At 19 or so, I believe, then you’re so young to be considering suicide, I know age is irrevelent to how someone feels, just sad you’re so young. For me, depression is something horrible to live with, and to suffer for year after year without real understanding from those around takes its toll. I, myself, would wait until the new year for the reasons L4Y gives, it may take strength to do so; also, it would be sad to think of you taking an overdose of heroin and dying that way. I would hope you could stay posting here, changes may or may not occur in your life, but we do understand the difficulties each of us face.
Go to your family for the holidays. Try to find happiness there. Maybe tell them how you are feeling. Things might improve for you if you have more support.
Heroin sucks the first time you’re going to puke the whole time if your going to od on something id od on coke. od like a fucking champion.
I’ve done that already, didn’t die but I wasn’t trying to at the time just took too many drugs(i have a weak heart)
Don’t do it at Christmas time that’s the most selfish fucken shit you could ever do. Christmas is the time of year you eat drink and be merry. Our family Christmases sux now since someone decided to kill themselves on Christmas day. Any day is bad but not Christmas day of all days please. If you must I suggest the new year give your loved ones a bit of happiness before you destroy them and their Christmases forever trust me you won’t be the only one who will die that day so will your family. Do you want that well then go ahead and be selfish.
Im sorry but I dont think you should do it. At least live for another year. Maybe try and get drunk at the party. Find something that makes you motivated. Im at the end of my rope too. With all the pain and the hurt. I dont think I can make a difference. I think its important that we try. If not for ourselves than just for someone else. Maybe we can make a difference. Im not sure if I really believe it. I just wanted to let you know that it gets better.I think people have the choice to at least choose that. There is something to be said about trying that one more time. I hope you can find the strength in you to do that. Im looking for it right now.
I’ve gotten drunk many times at many parties, I don’t like it, I’m more of a drug person. I’ve been trying for a while now, nothing motivates me except my girlfriend and I’m pretty sure she’s thinking about breaking up with me
A heroin overdose is a bad idea. I have had near overdoses with meth and freebasing coke. It is anything but peaceful.
But it actually works and is very easy to OD on