Why am I still alive?! I’ve been drinking antifreeze for the past two weeks! Believe me, enough of it to kill 6 adults. Why am I just falling asleep like it’s nyquil?!!! What the fuck?! I don’t believe in religion, I don’t want to talk about it, and don’t offer me help. I know life is suffering and I’m trying to fucking leave! Why can’t I get out?! I’m just here killing time.
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I really dont know. Some people seem to die easy when they attempt suicidide and others survive and crazy amount of deadly stuff they have taken or swallowed or done to themselves
Its a mystery.
I can’t keep waking up like this, every time I open my eyes, I’m disappointed. I sleep more and hope for a coma but still here. I feel healthy too, like strong and energized. Why am I tortured? I hate the pain of being alive.
Yeah, seems like the worst thing in life isn’t that one dies, it’s that one doesn’t die. My worst fear is a brilliant suicide attempt that I’d survive, remaining the Universe’s *****. You seem committed. Sorry that it has come to this for you. I sure as shit wish you peace.