About a year ago I got high and bullied a friend. I hurt her so bad that she attempted suicide then I felt really bad and have been depressed/suicidal ever since. I have moments in school where just like whatever and go into the bathroom and cut myself. It also doesn’t help when someone sees the cuts and tells people. I felt as if I dug a 100 foot hole I can’t get out of. My life is done. It won’t get better.
Edit: I forgot to say I’m also bullied and have been since 4th grade (currently in 8th) and its hard to deal with it for so long. Because of these two things I’ve attempted suicide and hate myself even more for not succeding.
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Why not apologize and make it up to her?
I agree with secondlife. Maybe some communication between you two could help.
I can’t build up the courage to talk to her nor be able to talk to anyone else