It was hard then to get out of that mental state. I don’t want it to come back. It feels like it’ll overwhelm me completely, this time with newer with harder demons, more temptations.
It is after all, just the circle of life aye ?
So, do I risk everything thus far and let go of the grip keeping my head above the waters?
Sigh.
Nobody said it was easy, no one ever said it’ll be this hard, I’m going back to the start.
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You say you are above water? That is good. Don’t lose the momentum man.. u can’t!! If you give in to temptation once more it could destriy you..I did.. and now I am in the worst rut of my life.. because I am older.. weaker.. it’s all about the momentum.. don’t lose it.. it’s so hard to build it back up again..
What are these temptations and demons you speak of? Drugs?