Like all of us here, ive spent more than enuff time swimming in a pool of self imposed agony, I realize its all an illusion inside my head. Ultimately ive decided to LET GO. And realize we all are dying whether we want to or not. I guess suffering is nessesary in order to see the truth. It became easier when i just stopped caring.
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Yes, you’re right. However, sometimes the fact that you see the truth doesn’t help. I’ve seen through these illusions of mine, I understood things that put me into this misery and I can honestly say that I don’t really want to die. But I can’t rewrite the past, cannot change the time, so it still feels unbearable to carry on…
Anyway I hope that it’ll work for you.
Wow, I am the same way.
This summer I have an opportunitie to completely change my life because il be debt free aND have finances to go anywhere. But.. i feel old now.. and wasted too much time.. sigh.. this was suppose to happen atleast 7 years ago.. il never be oKay. . The past will haunt me to my grave